This is why the Grab function in ffdshow shouldn't be turned on when watching.
"Volunteers need both selfish and selfless motives to sustain their interest" Natalie de Combray.
A teacher called me selfish because I did something that benefit myself. Of course I'm a selfish person; walking out of a college event constitutes the very basis of not rudeness, but selfishness. God forbid I actively seek out what was good for me, even when it doesn't affect anyone negatively. I'm a selfish bastard alright; I actually went against the event, which was complusary because teachers wanted students to be there, because I wanted to leave. Conflicting interests, I know, but the teacher always wins, because their caring, selfless concern makes their forced event less selfish.
Now listening to: "チカラ （LIVE BAND style）" BeForU
....is cool. Very very cool and haunting.
But I still want my Darling Violetta =(
Now Listening to: "Falling" Lacuna Coil.
I walked down the road silently. A tall wirefence stretched past me. Its green wires were torn and tattered, the bare metal exposed and rusted. They stood criss-crossed, unmoving as the wind whistled past them. Traffic was quick and blaring. The red and yellow light streaked past me, bright and blazing beneath a howling sky. The trees rustled nervously.
The yellowed pavement was first dotted by a few wet splotches. Then the wind whipped harder, and the pavement was soon swept away in a darkened gray. Leaves were swirling in the air, pulled by the frivalous tails of the wind. The proud green crowns of the trees drooped and trembled in the torrent, their trunks a heavy brown of shame.
In the silver sheets of rain I stood wide-eyed and wet, watching the world dance in darkened expression and abandon emotion.
